My rambling continues ...

An hour to 31st Dec 2004.

In 25 hours time, we will be ushering in Year 2005. There will be a family gathering at my cousin's place for countdown. I doubt I will stay for countdown. Still have to work on New Year day. Sigh. It was supposed to be a Christmas cum New Year Party organised by me and my cousins. We are suppose to get a gift to exchange. I bought a candle stand and I am supposed to hunt a present on one of my cousin's behalf. He was the one whom suggested exchange gift session and he is the one who haven't bought any gift yet. Cool! I am thinking of getting a teddy bear on his behalf. But this is so kiddy! Hrmnn...but I like it though...

I have rented an apartment for a night on Saturday. Reason: have to work till late, so might as well stay near the client's place and be able to wake up late the next day. Yeah, have to work on a Sunday too. My sis then suggested to have a party since my birthdays falls on Sunday. I've invited my Uni gang and some other close friends. The best thing is, the party will start at 9pm only cos I have to work. This is pathetic but my sis seems so excited about it. Moreover, she voluntered to cook.

I've received an Origins bath set, a Cheap 'n Chic perfume, a bracelet, a travel pouch set, a water globe, and a coin bank? for Christmas cum birthday. I love the ginger bath set. It is something I will not buy to pamper myself because it is expensive.

A uni friend asked me today, whether he is good looking. He has been asking me this question a couple of times already. Guys can be vain too! I have not answered him his question. I just do not want him to feel satisfied. But he is quite good looking. Just that he smokes and I used to hate him in Uni. I treated him badly when we were in Uni. It was hate at first sight. Why? ---I used to see him sitting outside the shoplots smoking. He was my senior. I felt so disgusted with the way he smokes. I think he thought he was cool. Then on my flight to UK, I saw him sitting at the seat next to mine. I wanted to cry. He started a conversation with me, trying to be friendly but I ignored him the whole time. I pretended to sleep or concentrated heavily at the tv screen. Yeap, I was that bad. Then class started and I saw him in my class. Great! Me and my friends nickname him 'Chicken' cos he likes to move his mouth one-kind. Ok, the truth is, not only me hate him but most of the girls. Cos he loves to talk dirty. Or maybe it was just the way he talks. I mean, we girls do talk about sex thinggy during our girl chat. But it was just the way he talks and acts that make us run from him. Anyway, above all that ... he treated me well (eventhough I was still ill-treating him). He even got me a souvenir when he went travelling. And I got him 'nothing'. But don't know why, I am now quite close with him. I think he changed quite a lot when he was going out with this girl. He broke up with that girl and is going out with a more 'wild-looking' girl who smokes. He said he don't love her. That's interesting. But what's more interesting is, she don't love him too.

Why do people go steady when they don't love each other? It is for companionship purposes?